Extraordinary Life

I haven't posted in a while because there really wasn't anything to post. My life isn't really interesting anymore, its rather relaxing really so I'm not really complaining. I've learned since then to become independent and live on my own terms so now I am doing pretty well. My life right now is basically going to school, playing games, and just getting through life as painlessly as possible.

There isn't a lot of joy in things anymore, but at the same time I don't ever feel down really. I'm pretty sure Anna just cancelled on our plans for my birthday. I guess its better than getting stood up, although I can't get anyone to replace her. Everyone is busy on that weekend for some stupid reason. That being said my birthday is in less than a week now, its a little bit upsetting that I'm going to be spending it the same way I do every other day. I just hope I can make something happen.

I'm thinking of going to Tubbies this Wednesday to talk to Anna if she doesn't respond to me. I shouldn't really care, and I know I think of myself too much. But I just want like an hour or something on my birthday where I can just have what I want. Then its back to the usual.