This might actually be the first time I've written a second part to a post. But what can I say, my life is pretty jam packed. It looks like I might finally be bringing all my past drama to a close. The past couple of years have been an intense series of events that not even I could have imagined. A lot of it has been due to the exact same things. Such as my defining character traits such as laziness and an outgoing attitude or the people I know, primarily Anna and Kaitlyn.

I'm thinking maybe I've fixed it though and maybe I found out exactly what I need to do. I've been looking for someone to talk to, someone to help me with my problems and walk me through it. I think I've just realized that for some reason I constantly keep acting like a child. Always have acted like this, I never want to do any work, the only thing I want in the world is a real friend, and its always play before everything else. I could never say I was a hard worker and now I know I never even worked. I can never keep a job because after the job gets boring for me I don't want to go anymore. And at school... what am I even doing?

I didn't go for weeks and now I realize I'm in a heap of trouble and no amount of banter is going to get me out of this mess. I can't believe that it took this long for me to realize what I'm doing wrong. I'm not here to make friends, not here to meet girls, I'm here to learn and get somewhere someday. Right now I'm trying to figure out how to grow up and do some honest work for once, tough it out and actually do something I don't want to do. It's time for me to jump into the real world and stop blaming everything else for my shortcomings. I may be smart and sly but in no way is that good enough to float on by through the rest of my life.

I've closed the book on Anna, all the ties between us are broken and the only things left of her is the things she left behind, a memento of sorts. We're friends now, but its obvious we're not the best of friends; she's too scared of who I am and closes herself off to me. Worried that I might take to her again, I doubt it. Kaitlyn and I, we talk again now that she signed up with provider that gives her free international texting. Since she's moved to Cali I've seen her once, and its not the same talking over text message. I'm picky, and I think that being friends means actually hanging out a lot.

So from here on out its all for real, all serious. I hope I can still relax and otherwise flex my social muscles and entertain my humor, but who knows what the world has in store for me now!

I was trying to think of a ton of things I could say, I even thought of writing up every event that's happened from my last post until now. My life, its just too interesting; some might even think of it as a movie or a show. Well if it is, then this blog is going to be its transcript. I've reverted the blog back to a simple format (or at least I will soon) because its easier for me to just write and go. I asked myself why I blog actually, and to be honest its for the handful of people that actually want to follow my life. Well here it is.


School, I go to Mount Royal University and I love it there because of the small class size and the incredibly attractive women. It was awesome at first, taking control of my own life and handling all that responsibility on my own. I had five classes, dropped one instantly as it just didn't fit me at all. I dropped another one too, my English Fiction class that was taught by a demon of a woman. My GPA was getting murdered and I couldn't handle the reading load anymore. Then I started skipping class again, it started off because of girls but eventually it was something else. The Campus is so large, and you know what? It felt really empty even with the thousands of students with me, I ate all my meals by myself and spend all my time studying. Haha, but studying without someone staring over me is impossible. I haven't made a friend yet, how can I when the life of a University student is filled constantly? Maybe not mine, but others for sure. I'm going back to class tomorrow, but for how long? Can I actually do it? Its about 3 weeks until the last day of classes, and I'm feeling the heat now. I realize I can't get back all the marks I've missed. At least its only 3 classes, its been a learning experience.

Now for the chicks, I'm the guy who gets more than anyone most people and that hasn't really changed. What has changed is me, I'm really tired of it actually. I've only been in two long relationships, both which lasted only 3-4 years. Over the course of them I've pretty much ruined them by being overly promiscuous. I found that it is a lot harder now though to actually get further than a couple of months now. Over the past couple of months there have been 5 different women: Ally, Kaitlyn, Catherine, and 2 Teagans. Lasting respectively: 3 months, 1 night, 1 week, 3 months, and 1 day. When Ally and I broke up it was because we both wanted different things, she wanted what I now want. With Kaitlyn, it was a one night stand and is the main reason I don't go to English anymore. Catherine was a girl who liked me in my Psych class but I ended up not liking. Teagan D was a blonde model who I kept a relationship going purely based on shallow attraction, once that was done, I was done.

The last Teagan is the funny part. On top of being gorgeous I actually liked her a lot, and we went out once. It was great and we made followup plans, basically resulting in us back at my place for some fun. I ended up getting stood the fuck up, having a really shitty weekend where I also ended up getting fired because of her, and then I get basically ignored when I forgive her and try to make plans again. Fast forward about a month where I get pretty desperate to talk to someone (I'm stressing out like mad over exams) and I text her. One word reply, whatever not a big deal so I ask her to hang out. I get ignored again. I learned today essentially from one of her friends that she is depressive and slightly crazy. She likes to find ways to punish herself, like not seeing me again. Which I guess if you want to you can see it as she likes me, who cares really. She's also apparently slept with every guy friend she's ever had. I dodged a bullet. Hard.

That's basically a catch-up to what's relevant to my life as of now. I'll probably end up writing another major catch-up very soon, and actually return to class tomorrow. So for now, peace out.

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