Its been little under a month now since it began and the memory is starting to become a little hazy. But you know what? I told myself that I would begin blogging my life down again once I got to University and that's what I'm going to do. Its been a crazy summer leading up til' now, a lot of ups and downs trying to figure out what made me happy and what I could do about my ex-relationship. When school started I wasn't ready at all, I felt like I was in turmoil but the thing that I needed the most, was just to take the plunge.
I remember that morning and how the circumstances were laughable. I went to Tubbies the night before so I didn't sleep until about 2am (normal sleep schedule), I was upset because of some things that happened the night before, I didn't have anything for school (no supplies or books), and lastly my class was at 8am forcing me to get up at 5am. I felt like I was dying to be honest, but when I stepped into the school I felt really nervous and happy at the same time. Everything about that day, was memorable; from the ESP gifted professor to my first Japanese class, heck even my boring critical writing class. It was all a great experience.
Since then my outlook on everything started to dramatically change, I started to become a lot more happy and I became more ingrained with the people on campus. There was a rumor that I heard about MRU before I ever went there, and to me it was a bit absurd. I heard from multiple people that "Mount Royal has the biggest concentration of hot chicks in one place, every girl here is at least a 7 or higher." I was like, fuck off quit lying; but unless you go there you do not understand just how true it is. That's only part of it too, the girl to guy ratio is like 7:3 in general and like 9:1 in my psych class. For a guy like me that lives off of talking to people all the time, its really provided a boost in my class performance.
I finally started to pull away from my ex too, a positive thing in the long run I've been told but it doesn't make things any easier. If there was one thing that was sour in my life right now it would be that I don't really have anyone I can share all these experiences with, but that would be the only thing. I'm really seeking my independence and I feel like I might of finally found it. Everything is falling into place perfectly in my life and now that I don't have to worry about anything, I feel so much better. Welcome to the new me.
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